Hello, everyone how are you? I am in a lost and confused state. I am not ready for Christmas and I do not have that Holiday joy right now. I am searching how I am going to be able to survive the next few months. I love my job and of course the kids are AWESOME. This job however is not working out with my family and at home situation. My dad is going to get in trouble but I just do not have a car. I have no money and no where to turn except GOD. I think about the trials and tribulations I am going through and think "what does God have in store for me?" I am constantly wondering is there a light at the end of the tunnel? Who knows I just pray!'
Heather
Friday, December 15, 2006
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
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Hello All,
Most of you that are reading this know me, whether it is a little or a lot. Anyway, I was reading my best friend Desiree's preschool blog and I realized that I needed a place to be me. Well, the new me, which is way more religious than I was being on my other sites. I am a serious Christian woman. I have had a few nervous breakdowns or a least that is what I thought they were, to make me read my bible and start realising what should really matter in my life. That is GOD, My Family, and my closets friends. I also now finally am believing in me and accepting me for who I am. When a person reaches what they think is the ultimate low and they just cry out "God what do you want me to do now, because I can not see moving on or why I need to." You know that you need to pick up the word and just find that open communication with God. Well, there is a verse that I love so much and it goes like this. "Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." -Hebrews 11:1 I have no clue what God has in store for me. I am completely broke, have over $20,000 in debt to pay, do not have a job, a diabetic, overweight by 90 something pounds, need to raise $1000 for the diabetic walk, and my family needs me. However, I have learned a long time ago to say "It can not get worse than this" because it always can, and I have learned to look up. That is all you can do. Well, have a great day.
Heather
Most of you that are reading this know me, whether it is a little or a lot. Anyway, I was reading my best friend Desiree's preschool blog and I realized that I needed a place to be me. Well, the new me, which is way more religious than I was being on my other sites. I am a serious Christian woman. I have had a few nervous breakdowns or a least that is what I thought they were, to make me read my bible and start realising what should really matter in my life. That is GOD, My Family, and my closets friends. I also now finally am believing in me and accepting me for who I am. When a person reaches what they think is the ultimate low and they just cry out "God what do you want me to do now, because I can not see moving on or why I need to." You know that you need to pick up the word and just find that open communication with God. Well, there is a verse that I love so much and it goes like this. "Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." -Hebrews 11:1 I have no clue what God has in store for me. I am completely broke, have over $20,000 in debt to pay, do not have a job, a diabetic, overweight by 90 something pounds, need to raise $1000 for the diabetic walk, and my family needs me. However, I have learned a long time ago to say "It can not get worse than this" because it always can, and I have learned to look up. That is all you can do. Well, have a great day.
Heather
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